In the book 'The Strange Order of Things' by the famous neuroscientist called Antonio Damasio, He raise 'The condition of homeostasis’and emphasize how it regulates human physiology within the range that makes possible the survival and the flourishing of life'. We all searching for balance in our lives. There was also an interesting paper called ‘Pessoa’s Esoteric Imagery and the Geometry of Modernism’. Pessoa is an author who very influential to me, here the signature 'Alexander Search', is one of Pessoa’s heteronyms; This essay explores its connection with modern desire by analysing geometric forms that recur used as a vehicle of non-representative impulses in visual art and aesthetic texts. Epitomizes the modern devotion to “taxonomy, classification, inventory” and “catalogue”– the modern “quest for order.”